That way I assume that my communication is only with Sarah and Els.
Otherwise, I will have this feeling like I am communicating with many people. In reality, I am mainly talking to myself.
This blog is ultimately my Personal Journaling. It is not a revelation of some sort. It is my thoughts captured in time.
So I just mind my own business.
As I mentioned, I need the Void. It is mainly for my own benefit. Unlike Seneca's Letters of the Stoic, this blog only serves me.
And so, I continue with my four years voyage to 2024.
I need to move forward. No point in looking back. There are no regrets. All those messages were necessary at that time. I am responsible for them.
At the same time, everything counts but nothing matters.
What is done cannot be undone.
So I'm gonna held my head high and march on.
All the time being mindful that I am a Private Citizen.
Meanwhile, I write whatever comes to mind.
This is Freedom to Think, Feel and Act.
Nobody is taking me seriously anyway.
Therefore I just sail smoothly to 24/12/24.
At the end of the day, you be you and you just do the things that make you happy.
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What makes me happy?
My greatest [] (joy) is writing. I guess for some people that is meditating or exercising. Writing is my midpoint between these two.
Perhaps it is my duty as a Clockwork Orange to write. Hence I simply write. Just like in the past, I just do what I was told without question.
I am like that. I am a 7:7, I Obey and Obey. Even if it makes no sense to others. That is me being a Servomechanism to the Big I. I just do.
Sure, I know and aware that I border between genius and insanity. However, I am not here to judge. I am to execute.
Just like this morning, I decided to eat 2 brownies and oats instead of fast. I listen, then I act. No dilemma.
Of course, I planned 24 hours fast today. But my gut feel says I should eat, hence I eat...
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I am done fighting a war with myself. I want peace with my Universe Within. Therefore I now listen to what my universe has to say.
I need FOOD! OMG...
I have 3 Ego States. Should I listen to my Id as well?
LET'S RIDE SARAH...
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