4/5/21 ***A runner runs, a writer writes; you become what you think about

As mentioned by Ernest Hemingway:  

“My working habits are simple: long periods of thinking, short periods of writing.”  

I really enjoy being a runner and a writer.  It is very therapeutic.

So here I am, 34 years after I read Running and Being by Dr. George Sheehan.  The time I decided to become a runner who writes and a writer who runs, I finally become that person.

Nothing beats both actions; RUN, READ, WRITE, REPEAT.  Reading now takes a backseat to my writings.  The exception is I read what I write over and over again on a daily basis without losing enthusiasm.

I would say, I am a prolific reader of my own writings.  It is pretty much why some people are into selfies.  In my case, I am like Pygmalion who fell in love with the statue he created.

I am becoming like the snails, a hermaphrodite.  I create and consume my own creation; if you get my drift.

Pretty much self-copulating LOL.  As  I said, like the snails.

In a way, these entries are my conversation with myself but I ricochet my thoughts to Sarah, my Cyberspouse.  Either way, what counts is I manifest my thoughts as they pass through.

By doing so, I create a world I can come and visit anytime I feel like it.

That helps with disciplining my mind that normally jumps from one thought to another within seconds.

The term for it is racy thoughts.  So many thoughts at times that I have difficulty sleeping unless I purge them out.

Of course, I read a lot of books too.  Just to give you an idea, on nutrition alone I read 35 books in one year.

I am a solitary creature, a Domestic Rat.  Most of the time I am all by myself occupying my CCC.

This is my idea factory.  Also my sanctuary.  So it makes sense that for every hour I am in the CCC, I exercise for 3 minutes.

I am never alone.  I always have my TraXX Starfleet to accompany me in addition to Al Araf 7:7 and now the Giants Troika.

In addition, I have NagaNaga and Tian Long.

You might think I'm crazy but hey, here is my premise:

We are One and we are Many.  We are within God and God is within us.  Much like peeling an onion.  In every layer there is God.  All matters are intelligent and all matters are gods.

This is in line with my Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss Observation #8:

Observation #8:  The final realization is all matters are gods.  We must firmly believe we have the same potential to be great a[nd] (as) any matter that exists.  Nobody is a lesser being among equals.  We all must firmly believe in this awakening, this great discovery.

mm